ohjeeez its my life ♥

“I think about you so much, that you almost become unreal to me”

This is so beautiful

This morning when God opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: “My child, what is your greatest wish for today?” I responded: “Please Lord, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family, and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much.” The Love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. He sends His angels to look out for us. Angels exist, but since not all of them have wings, we call them “True Friends”.

Posted at 11:58pm 3 notes

sometimes i get this feeling

and its bad .

it doesn’t happen all the time but i have had the moments . Like today . I experienced it twice and i can’t control when it happens .

Like any night when i am trying to fall asleep, i am lying down in my bed, couch, whatever. I don’t realize i am experiencing it until i fully open my eyes . I can feel my eyes moving- i am looking around . Except, i can’t move my body . I try my best to move anythin- my head, my arms, my toes . It’s like i am in a trance, but I am fully conscience of my surroundings . Then i realize i stopped breathing .

I know i have to break myself free . I need to move something, anything, long enough to regain control of my body . Sometimes, when i feel like i am moving something, but i am not “waking up” . When i eventually do “wake up” i realize that i was never moving the body part i thought i have been moving .

It’s scary . And i did not make ANYTHING up . i’m trying to stop lying, its a sin . Yet, i get these feelings before i sleep …

Posted at 10:41pm 1 notes

What can you consider Courage >_<?

i like this question . actually made me rly think until i formulated an answer i was satisfied with .

courage is bravery, striving to accomplish something even if u are convinced that u don’t hve the full potential to do it . even if everyone mkes mistakes and r afraid to wlk out of their comfort zone, one can do anything they want if they put their mind into it . it is putting aside other people’s opinion and not letting them influence yer decisions . listen to yer heart and soul to step up to the plate and confront any fear or doubt . religiously, courage is related to humility- behaving selfessley and respectfully .

someone once told me an anecdote abt courage that was rly powerful to me: There once was an average high school senior who had decent grades and simple school actvities, but he wanted to apply for harvard. He knew it would be almost impossible for him . In one of the essays as required in the application, it asked “What is Courage?” He wrote, “This is courage” … see, it was courageous of him to even apply for harvard but he confronted his doubt and stepped out of his comfort zone to reach something his heart was calling for.

I am takin all of what i said out of personal experience and deep analysis . Its ok if u don’t agree with everythin i said :)